Friday, 16 December 2011

Adakku

c­p­Imensâbpw XÅhncensâbä¯p\n¶v IncpIncms¶mcp thZ\bpw ac¸pw. CXp ]XnhnÃm¯XmWtÃm.IW¡phne¡m\pÅ a«msW¶p tXm¶p¶p. A´nab§nbt\camtWm?  AÃ, D¨Xncnbp¶tXbpÅp. sN´oamemJmbpsS ssSw C´y³ kabambncn¡Wsa¶nÃtÃm.

ImÂap«pIfneqsS, Acs¡«neqsS, FfnbneqsS, hmcnsbÃpIÄ¡nSbneqsS Xn§nsRcp§n IncpIncp¸v N¦n³IqSn\Sps¯¯n. s\©n³IqSv AaÀ¶p. ^pÄtÌm¸nSm³ t]mIpIbmWv. DÅnse amwk¡jWw ]oªnt¸mbn. X¡mfn¸gw s]m«nbXpt]mse Ipd¨v Nmdv Iq«nÂ\ndªp. ]oªensâ BLmX¯n I®pw hmbpw C¯ncn IqSpX Xpd¶pt]mbn. C¸w Indotem«p t\m¡nbm N¯ao\nsâ I®pw hmbpw t]msebp­v.

¢ow... kwKXn ]nSnIn«n. Iªnhogv¯en\pÅ kabambn. kvt\l`mct¯msS Iªn¸m{Xw tai¸pd¯v  F¯nb i_vZw.

""CsXm¶p thKw hen¨ptIäv...'' Iªn¡mcnbpsS kvt\lt¯msSbpÅ \nÀ_Ôw.

{]Xo£n¨ adp]Sn tIÄ¡m¯XpsIm­v Ahsfm¶p ]mfnt\m¡n.

""hmbpw s]mfn¨v InS¶m Iªn Xs¶b§phcntIem.'' B hmbnt\m¡n ho­pw \nÀ_Ôn¨p. X¯pey]Z§sfm¶pw F¶nÂ\n¶p In«m¯XpsIm­v AhÄ C¯ncnIqSn ASp¯p\n¶v hmbnte¡p t\m¡n. ]S¡¯n\p XncnsImfp¯m³ t]Sn¨p t]Sn¨p ssI\o«p¶ Ip«nsbt¸mse AhÄ Fsâ aq¡nsâ XpfIÄ¡pt\sc hncÂsIm­ph¶p. Imäv ASn¡p¶pt­msb¶p t\m¡n. Sm¸n DSs\ shÅsa¯ptamsb¶dnbm³ AXnsâ hm s]m¯n¸nSn¨p t\m¡p¶Xpt]mse AhÄ Fsâ aq¡nsâ s]m¯p c­pw s]m¯n¸nSn¨p. C¯ncnIgnªv ssI Ab¨p. X«nt¸mbnsb¶v Dd¸phcp¯n. Iªn¸m{Xw _m¯vdqante¡p \o­p. ^vsfjv Xpd¶phn«Xnsâ i_vZw tI«p. ho«nsemcp ]«nsb hfÀ¯m¯Xn BZyambn \jvSt_m[w tXm¶n.

ho«nsemcp H¨bpw A\¡hpsams¡bmbn. FÃmhÀ¡pw Hcp ]WnIn«nbXnsâ kt´mjw. HcpIjWw  Iod¯pWn Fsâ Igp¯nsâ t\sc \o­phcp¶p­v. IpSp¡nSm\mtWm? Hcp \nanjw A\mhiyNn´ Xe\o«n. AsXm¶paÃ. ""`m....¶v'' s]mfn¨pInS¡p¶ Fsâ hmbv Hs¶mXp¡n hbv¡m\pÅ \o¡amWv. XmSbv¡Snbnepw s\dpIbnepw ssItNÀ¯p]nSn¨v Hä Aa¡v... IvÀÀ.... XmSnsbÃp ]ndp]ndp¯p.

""c­p sNhnbpsS ASp¯pw Htcm Ingp¯bnSv''.... Rm³ t]Sn¨p t]mbn. DÅ Ingp¯ Xs¶ A[nI¸äm. ]et¸mgpw AXv Xs¶ s]m¯n¸nSnt¡­n h¶n«p­v. ho­pw A\mhiyNn´. Ingp¯ XpWn¡jW¯nemWn«Xv. `n¯nbn tNÀ¶p hfcp¶ apbÂs¨hnbsâ Cet]mse Fsâ sNhn c­pw XpWnbpsS CSbnÂ\n¶pw sXdn¨p\n¶p. ]ns¶bpw InS¡p¶p c­p Xpf ASbmsX. C\n \o CXntemsS izmkw hnScpsX¶p hminbpÅXpt]mse AXn \nd¨pw ]ªn Ip¯n¯ncpIn tIän. I®nt\mSp henb t{Zmlsam¶pw sNbvXnÃ. I¬t]mfIÄ hen¨p Xmgv¯n arZphmbn Xncp½n AS¨p. Ct¸mÄ Hcp ih¯n\v AXymhiyw th­ knw_Âskms¡bmbn.

""FhnsSsb¦nepw sIm­pt]mbn hbv¡v. Hcp cm{Xn sa\s¡Sms\m¶pw ]äptIem.''

""F´mbmepw kwKXn t¢mkmbnIn«nbtÃm. C\n [rXnhbv¡ms\m¶panÃ. BZyw CsXSp¯v tamÀ¨dnbnte¡v hbv¡mw.''

\nanjt\cwsIm­v Rm³ tamÀ¨dnbnse¯n. Bhow ]cthtimw FSp¡msX C¯ncnt\cw InS¡matÃm. Bhp¶ Ime¯v Du«oepw sImssS¡\menepsam¶pw t]mbn C¯ncn XWp¸n¡m³ ]änbn«nÃ. Noªp\mdmXncn¡m³ th­n FÃmw kln¨hnsS InS¡p¶ ]etcbpw ]cnNbs¸«p.

""kwhcW\nehmcw'' Ip¯s\b§p IbdnbntÃ. sI«n¨phn«hcpw sI«nh¶hcpw N{Iw Xncn¡m\pÅ Ahkc¯n\mbn Imep]nSn¡m\pw Imephmcm\psams¡ t]mbncn¡phm. Xebv¡encn¡m³ kabw In«pt¼mÄ h¶p sIm­pt]mIpw.''

""s\©¯p c­p ]q¨{Ihpw h¨v, shSow]ptIw I¯n¨v, Nhp«n¡pXn¨v ssI\o«nbSn¨vv kemw ]dtª hnSpsImsÅt¶mcp hminXoÀ¡m\m«ncn¡phm. HmÀ¡¸pds¯¯nb Xncn¨dnhp ImcWw im´amsbm¶gpIm³ t]mepw Ch·mcpsSsbms¡ \Ãt\cw t\m¡Ww.''

""sIm¨pa¡sfms¡ GtXm Xmckn§dn ssehm. "k§Xn'IsfÃmw IfbmsX t\m¡nbm "t{]m¸f'sam¶panÃ, "Imdpw ]vemäp'sams¡ In«psa¶m tI«Xv. F¦n¸ns¶ "]vemän'sem¶p InS¶n«p t]mIatÃm..''

t\cw ]peÀ¶p. c­p shÅhkv{X[mcnIÄ Fs¶ FSp¯v Hcp tai¸pd¯p InS¯n. hkv{XsaÃmw amän. Hcp ]oU\¯n\pÅ X¿msdSp¸mtWm? saUn¡ÂtImtfPp tamÀ¨dnbnse bphXnIfpsS \áicochpw ih¡pgn¡I¯pt]mepw ssItbäw sN¿s¸« s]¬Ip«nbpsams¡ Hcp ^vfmjv_m¡mbn. tÑ... CXpw A\mhiyNn´bmbnt¸mbn. Ahscs¶ Imepdbpw ssIbpdbpw DSp¸psams¡ AWnbn¡pIbmWv. Nµ\w aW¡p¶ s]«nbn \à ]«pXebWbn Xebpwh¨v Rm³ InS¶p. Aà InS¯n. acWsam¶tÃbpÅp.  C¯ncn sRfnªpXs¶ InSt¶¡mw. Icns¦mSnIÄ Ip¯nb h­nIfpsS AI¼SntbmsS tÌäv Imdnsâ thKXbn ho«nse¯n.

ihs¸«n tai¸pd¯phbv¡m³ XpS§nbt¸mÄ Hcp \nÀt±iw ""Xe sXt¡m«v'' ]ns¶ \à ckambncp¶p. sXt¡sX¶p XÀ¡ambn. FÃm Zn¡nepw Id¡n¯ncn¨v Ahkm\w sX¡n Xs¶sb¯n. aebmf`mjbnse A£c§Ä Xncn¨n«pw adn¨n«pw Fs¶ ]p¶mcn¨ncp¶hÀ ""Cu Bßmhnt\mSp IcpW tXm¶Wsa''sb¶p \o«n sNmÃp¶XptI«¸w F\n¡pw k¦Sw h¶p.

A[nIt\cw AhnsS¡nS¶p hnjant¡­n h¶nÃ. Ipcnipw IptSw aWnbpsams¡ h¶p. ]n¶mse hnImcnb¨\pw. t\scsNmsÆ Pohn¨m \n\¡psImÅmw. \nsâ Imepw ssIbpw Iq«nsI«n aq¡n ]ªnhbv¡m³ A[nIkabsam¶pw th­n hcptIse¶v A¨\pw I\ymkv{XoamcpwIqsS CuW¯n ]mSn. CXpIpsd tI«n«pÅXmsW¶ `mh¯n Npäpw \n¶hcpw AtXäp]mSn.

acn¨pInS¡p¶hsâ hne \memsf Adnbn¡m\pÅ A\ptimN\ ktµiw hnImcnb¨³ Adnbn¡m³ XpS§n.  bmsXmcp hn[ UnkvIzmfn^nt¡j³kpanÃm¯ tdmÄtamU s]m¶½¨nbmbn Rm³. ZoÀL\mÄ tcmKi¿bnembncp¶ Cu A½¨n Gsd kln¨p, AXntesd XyPn¨p... Fs¶ms¡ hnImcnb¨³ ]dª¸w Hc]ISw Rm³ aW¡mXncp¶nÃ.... `mhnbn Hcp IpgnXpd¡epw aäpsams¡ Act§dptam?

""\o \à h®w bp²w sNbvXp. \nsâ Hm«w ]qÀ¯nbm¡n......'' hnImcnb¨³ ]pjv]apSnbpambn ASp¯ph¶p.

""Fât¨m, bp²w sN¿m³t]mbn«v, t\scsNmsÆ Ifsam¶p ImWm³t]mepw Hcp¯\pw A\phZn¨nÃ. ^n\ojn§v t]mbnâv ImWp¶Xn\papt¼ Hcp aqebnsemXp¡nbntÃ...''

A©mdpt]cpIqSn Fsâ s]«n s]m¡n tXmtfÂh¨p. A©cbSn¡mc\pw BdSn¡mc\pw s]«ntb ]nSn¨n«p­v. Hmf¯n s]m§n¯mgp¶ sImXp¼pt]mse Fsâ s]«n s]m§pIbpw XmgpIbpw sNbvXp. Xe icn¡pd¸n¨p hbv¡m¯XpsIm­v At§m«pant§m«pw CfIp¶p­v. \à ckIcamb bm{X. t]m¶ hgn¡pÅ amt«epw t]mtÌepsams¡ aÄ«n¡fdn Fsâ ]Sw H«n¨n«p­v. ]nSnIn«m¸pÅnIfpsS ]ckyw t]mse. henbaWnbpsS i_vZw tI«pXpS§n. Ipcnin³sXm«nbnse¯n. C\n ]¯p\qdp \SIÄ IbdWw. Ch·mcp t\scb§p Ibdnt¸mbm Rm³ DuÀ¶v XeIp¯n hoWXpXs¶. s]«nbpsS ht¡sem¶p ]nSn¡msa¶ph¨m ssIbvs¡ms«mgnhpanÃ. c­pXÅhncepw Iq«nsI«n AXn\nSbnsemcp Ipcnipw sImt´w XncpInbn«p­v. "sXt¡m«p Xe¡mc³' CSs]«p. Imep`mKw Xmgv¶p. A]ISsam¶pw IqSmsX ]Ånbnse¯n. AhnsS\n¶p kzoIcn¨Xn\pw taSn¨Xn\psams¡ \µn ]dªp. ""PohnXsa¶p ]dªm hben hncnbp¶ ]pÂs¡mSnt]msebmsW¶psams¡ ]dªv A¨³ km´z\n¸n¨p. \nsâ InS¸mS¯nte¡p s]mbvt¡mfm³ ]dªp. ho­pw Fsâ s]«n s]m§m³ XpS§n.

""XeXncnbs«'' sXt¡m«pXe¡mc\v ho­pw Xe {]iv\ambn.

iht¡m«bn sN¶t¸mÄ A¨³ ]dªp: ""\o s]mSnbmIp¶p. s]mSnbnte¡p aS§pI.'' thtZm]tZi¢mÊn\p sN¶¸w I\ymkv{Xoamcv CsXms¡ ]Tn¸n¨n«p­mbncp¶p. AXpsIm­v bmsXmcp kwibhpw tXm¶nbnÃ. hnizmkw Iq«ns\¯n.

hnImcnb¨³ ]dªhkm\n¸n¡p¶Xn\p ap³]v Hcp Imcyw Dd¸n¨p ]dªp: ""Hcp Znhkw AI¯pÅh·mtcbpw ]pd¯pÅh·mtcbpwsams¡ hnfns¨mcp almkt½f\ap­v. A¶mWv koäp hn`P\ NÀ¨. \o XoÀ¨bmbn«pw heXp`mK¯pXs¶ Bbncn¡s«sb¶v Rm³ Biwkn¡p¶p.'' shÌv hnjkv tI«t¸mÄ Rm\pw ISp¯ hnizmkt¯msS kzcwXmgv¯n ]dªp: ""skbnw äp bq ^mZÀ''.

C\n ap¯pt\À¨bmWv. ]¯³]Xp XpWn¡jWw samt´tem«v XpcpXpcm¶v hoWp. s]s«¶v XebWbn ]nSn¨v Btcm Hähen. s]Sen Dfp¡nt¸mbn. sImt´w Ipcnipw _eambn ]nSn¨phm§n. Rm³ Xs¶ Npa¶psIm­ph¶ timim¸ hen¨n«v ]pX¸n¨p. Hcp¯³ s]«nbpsS IotgIqsS ssI Ip¯nt¡än. Fs¶sbm¶v C¡nfnbn«v Nncn¸n¨p hnt«m¡msa¶h\p tXm¶nbmbncn¡pw. AXpw A\mhiy IW¡pIq«embnt¸mbn. Ah³ s]«nbpsS Iosg¶v Hcp I¼v X«n¡fªp. Fsâ sRfnhv amdn. icn¡pw N¯ ihambn. s]«nbpsS aqSnbpw s]m¡n¸nSn¨v Hcp¯³ A£a\mbn \nev]p­v. At¸mgtà XebnWbpsS Imcyw sXt¡m«pXe¡mcsâ I®nÂs]«Xv. ""AsXSp¯v Imensâ at­tem«p hbv¡v''. t]mwhgn ImWn¨p. s]«n AS¨p. sImfp¯v Bªphen¨n«p. ]m­n¡e hïn\v IbdptImÀ¡p¶Xpt]mse s]«ntb IbÀ tImÀ¯p hens¨Sp¯p. ih¡pgnbpsS h¡s¯¯n.

""XeXncnbs«'' sXt¡m«pXe¡mc\v Fs¶ XeXncnt¨ aXnbmIq.

""Fsâ ImÀt¶msc, Ct§sc{Xsbms¡ Xncn¨mepw Rm³ heXp]£s¯ \nev¡q. hnImcnb¨³ ]dªXv A\pkcnt¡­mtbm!!!!!''

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